I created this site mainly as my poker blog. But ofcourse, from time to time, I will post some random rants and raves... and this is one of them.

I hate what's happening to me lately. Things are not in order and I keep messing up. I lost my drive for my present job upon learning that I can not trust my boss. I learned the hard way.

So everyday I battle my own demons. I don't want to wake up early and face another day working for them. But I must. We can't afford much right now. Che and I have been living off from paycheck to paycheck. We now have rent and more bills to pay. The approaching season only adds more pressure to me. It is unwise for me to resign when I would be recieving a bonus in two months time. I wish it feels that easy.

Now, this is how it feels to be an adult.

I can't believe it took me the whole just to write something here. I can't seem to organize my thoughts. Whatever.