My Prayer

I can't seem to find the words to express my deep sadness today. All I can do is count my blessings and pray for good things to happen specially for my friends. It seems that it's the best I can do right now. I may not be a solid devotee to church but I believe in His power and goodness above all. It may seem weird that I am talking like this. But when things go wrong or things seem to go my way, I talk to Him. I don't really know if He hears me or if I'm praying for the right things. But I'd do it anyway.

I don't want to weird out anyone. I just don't know how to express what I am feeling right now. I've been restless and in tears, shocked and in panic... But I know it could have been worse.

A friend of mine texted me and I empathize when she said that it feels so depressing when you want to help but there's really nothing much you can do about it. I only hope that a prayer would be powerful enough...